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. . . when i was younger . . .
Apr. 29th, 2011 10:46 pm It feels wrong that I should be only 14 and already looking back on my life with nostalgia and a sense of wanting things to always stay the same. A year can go by real fast and I won't even notice until the next one is already upon me. Maybe I should find a better sense of mind, hmm?
I'm 14 going on 15 and I still collect Bratz dolls and stuffed animals and sleep with them all, too (okay, not the bratz dolls but the stuffed animals ferrsherr). Part of me feels like I should be over this already and the other wants to hold on to it all until I can no longer afford the price of adulthood. And when it finally costs too much I can live with a satisfaction that it will never come for me. No worrying about getting a job or paying the bills or making sure I have what I need to eat.
"Change is the only constant."
If only that wasn't true.
I'm 14 going on 15 and I still collect Bratz dolls and stuffed animals and sleep with them all, too (okay, not the bratz dolls but the stuffed animals ferrsherr). Part of me feels like I should be over this already and the other wants to hold on to it all until I can no longer afford the price of adulthood. And when it finally costs too much I can live with a satisfaction that it will never come for me. No worrying about getting a job or paying the bills or making sure I have what I need to eat.
"Change is the only constant."
If only that wasn't true.
